After 17 years together I have completed my first 14 days without Cham my Man. As a 34 year old single woman the loss and absences of Cham is prevalently heavy. Tears of loss are present but tears of how I loss him are not. He left his world in our bed, in my arms, with my kisses and not knowing he was going to sleep forever. He simply then went 3 feet under his favorite spot. Not having the pain of him being in pain, scared or upset has simply made his passing a blessing. You have soothed my wound, lessened my heart ache, gifted a beautiful memory and empowered me with strength.
It has been us two for so long that it being us two at the end was the best way I could respect and love on him in his last moments. When his body touched the bottom of his grave, the wind proof lanterns to the right of video all went out. The light of life was blown out but it is evidence that we were not alone. This happened and I was able to allow it to happen because of Jessika’s actions. Her presences and unique gift to come gracefully into my home; sensitively know what we needed, lovingly provide guidance and bring her light into my darkness can never be priced.
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